It had to rain today. I knew it would. I knew that by some crazy twist of fate that when this date came that it would rain.
It was one year ago this month that Josh and Alissa left with high hopes and dreams. Two young people in love with life and ready for the adventure that it would bring. As a mother, I knew I had to let them go. When I kissed and hugged Alissa and told her goodbye, my heart ached. When I kissed and hugged Josh, I clung to him and I cried. Was there something subconscious telling me not to let him go? I had no choice. He went.
Nine months ago today Josh left this world. I never got to see him again. I never got to hold him in my arms and kiss and hug him again.
Josh loves the rain. I knew it would rain today.
I love you, Josh!