It has been very hard for me to make any posts that are not associate with Josh. There have been days when I would pull up my blog to make an entry and I would see Josh's smiling face and I just couldn't post anything.
Although I will miss Josh and think of him every day, and although my heart is so heavy most of the time, and although the tears still flow easily and frequently, and although I still stumble through my days trying to get my act together..............life does go on.
I must find a balance in my grief so that I can be all that my remaining family and loved ones need for me to be. With that in mind, it is time for me to continue my entries in my blog..................
Joshua, I love you so much! I carry your memories close to me and my heart will always have an empty place until I reach Heaven and can be with you once again.
Mom